Endless battle?

Assalamualaikum and hi all.

What's up? Long time no see. Well I was busy and still busy, but I feel like I want to blog today. so yah.

Anyways, I really really hope you are in pink of health.

What happened to the world lately? I don't know much about politics and I hate talking about politics because it could breaks people apart. But what I do is care about people. I care.
It is not easy to admit that he won, I hate to say he's the president now.

When free turns into hate. World might be much more scarier.
If you ask me what I want for the world? I want it to become a place that we can live harmoniously. Without hate. Without fight. Without war.

Literally, if I've got a wand and it could be waved.
I would waved it and the world would be cured.
But I don't have the power,

Yes. Today. He has a power on the world because of the 54 million people who voted him.
Yes. He had no political experience but had chance to win. I don't even get it.
I don't even understand, and keep asking. why? and why?
I don't know how it turned out that way.

I fear for the Muslims, for the people, for the world, for the women - who had fought for their rights.
They might feel unsafe now and maybe feel helpless. I want them to live freely and achieve their goals.
why not just let them be? why his speeches go against them?

Some might say, I'm not even from America. Why do I care about this?
Simple. because I care about people. and I'm Muslim. I don't do hate.
Does it makes sense?

I know maybe this is an endless battle that we're fighting for.
But no point to give up, it won't change anything.
We still have God that we believe in. Keep praying.

I struggle to be a positive person, to spread positive vibes to others.
Can you all be together with me in this difficult time to stay positive?
We need to come together and spread loves. Don't let fear win. Speak out.
We need to educate people, children to be kind. We so desperately need it for the world today.

Till then.
p.s: Pray for me and my studies.

ESCAPE

Salam and Hi all.

E-S-C-A-P-E?

Sometimes, we just feel like we want to disappear.

Even when we don't know why, there's no reason - just a feel to disappear. 

We want to find a place where no one can find us. Far away. Far away from people who know us.

We want to take a breath. A deep breath.

What's the place? We don't know. All we know is we want to escape.

Easy.

Put on headphone and turn up the volume.

Then you can go anywhere.

well,

You're still living in the same life.

Just escape for a while.

Look at me, I was being so happy with my friend.
Ahaaaa,
but a friend can't help me to escape.
Trust me.
Your friend, couldn't help you. to. e-s-c-a-p-e

Just grab your headphone and escape.

Here's some of the songs I would play and help me to escape:
(1) Titanium - Sia
(2) Stressed Out - Twenty One Pilots
(3) Memories - Shawn Mendes
(4) Million Years Ago - Adele

I don't want to list all of them.

How about your escape song? Feels free to share with me on the comment section below.

Thank you for reading.

Don't forget to grab your headphone.
and.
ESCAPE.

Till then.

Birthday Gift

Assalamualaikum.

and Hi all.

I really really hope you are doing very well.

It has been awhile since my last update, I'm dead missing to talk to you.
I'm seriously a bit busy now, I've tons of things to do - but it's okay to me, because I know this is the time to work a little harder.

and,
You don't have any ideas about what I'm doing now, what makes me being a busier person. I won't tell you guys since I'm still under training, but trust me - once I got it, I'll tell you what it is about, and your mind will be blown.
Just pray for me and keep wishing me the best.

Break a leg! - I'm saying to myself.

I've got lots of stories to share, to tell, to blog about. but just - I don't have much time for this.

and what happened to me yesterday?
I got a call from a friend, it has been a long time since our last meeting.
She asked me. "What day is today?"
And I directly said "Happy Birthday".
Whattttttttttttttttttttt?
It's not about I care less about her - I don't forget but I just not sure.

I feel awful.

Thanks Allah, I'm right - the day is her birthday.
I was afraid if I'm wrong, but I saved my life. Hahaha.

I told her "I remember your birthday, but I'm a bit busy today. Actually I want to call you this night."

I gave this to my housemate on his birthday last month.
It's very simple but I hope it's meaningful to her.

I've always gave people I know a present on their birthday - and it always be a bar of chocolate with a sweet note.

but still, there are few important date that I have forgotten.

I should set up a few reminders. Should I?
or keep giving them a white lie whenever I forgot?

Till then.

My Raya Haji.

Salam and Hi all.

Wow it has been a while since my last post and now we are in September.

How fast time flies?
We don't even know.

To be frank, nothing much happened but I have like a lot to blog about. Haha Idk but I think so.

oh ya,
Muslims still celebrating Hari Raya I believe - so Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslim friends.
and congratulations to all who still in a holiday, well I already at UPSI but all classes are cancelled for today yet tomorrow I have a class which is OOP JAVA.
One of my favourite classes btw.

I wanted to do a room/dorm tour and show you guys who is my room looks like.
But now I'm a bit lazy - I'm a hardworking student instead. heh.

I swear I'm not that fat huaaaa TT__TT

if you are wondering how was my makeup? 

simple makeup by me for Hari Raya. hehe.

my dad did a korban but I'm not as busy as my dad and bros. I just lepak lepak and watched Train to Busan at night.

Honestly I hate hate hate the story. The story and plot is great but I hate sad story. I really am. I can't help.

how was your raya?

till then,
bye y'all.

Giveaway 400 by AsyaAmin

Salam all.
and Hi.

I'm about to join a giveaway.
Frankly I wanted to take a part on this giveaway because AsyaAmin or I used to call her Adda is my friend. I literally want to support my friend.
We haven't met yet but we really have a nice friendship since 2011 I think - If I'm not mistaken.

So yah.

I've done all the requirements and I hope I can be one of the winners.

To anyone who want to join the giveaway.
You can click on the photo above and I will bring you there.
Or here is the link:

http://in-finitedream.blogspot.my/2016/08/giveaway-rm400-by-asyaamin_17.html

Wish me luck guys and gals.

Till then.

Exam Anxiety

Salam and Hi all.

Recently, a Spm-er texted me on Wechat.
and she told me:

She worried about her upcoming SPM, the real one. She don't know what to do.
She studied a lot but still can't cope with those study thingy.
and stuff like that.

(I deleted her texts - so I'm sorry I can't show it here)

Apparently she needs some motivations - I guess. I don't know if I can or I'm the right one to give her some inspirations and stuff.
Because I'm not a speaker nor a counselor etc.
But I love to give people my opinion especially on students or pre teen.

So I did, I gave her advises and tips thingy.
I always loved to do that tho.

Personally I think what she worried about is not the exam, basically its about herself - her own ability.
To be clearer, she scared of failure - plus she don't believe herself. This is what we called: Pressure for Perfection.
Which can lead you to be stressful, can't sleep well and worry a lot. etc.
That's why you become one of negative persons - and lose your confidence.

To be frank, when I was about to face the SPM back then. I was a bit nervous on subject that I really really wanted to score such as Physics and Add-Math.
But Alhamdulillah I was able to overcome my nervousness. It's not that hard.

What you can do is, just ignore that feeling. That feeling is normal and natural - but it is totally rubbish!
That feeling will gives your brain negative messages like "I think I can't do this", "It's hard", "I know I can't reach my target" etc.
You must replace this with positive thoughts such as "The feeling is totally crap", "I can do this", "Will give a try and do my best".

You have to be positive before you go in for exam.

You might say: It's hard, I can't, how blablabla

Trust me, it won't be working if you keep asking. Just do it!

If I can, why not you?

What you have to think and set on your mind is YOU CAN DO THIS!
No one knows your abilities as much as yourself.
Put your target mengikut kemampuan diri.
Don't push yourself that much. Live happily!

You don't have to be perfect in exam tho.
You have to do your best.
YOUR BEST. NOT HER/HIS BEST OR YOUR MOM/DAD BEST.
Failing to reach your target is not the end of the world.

You just have to keep focusing on your exam.
Strive earnestly - as much as you can.
Keep studying for the exam and enjoy your life at the same time.

Try to imagine yourself with flying colours etc.
It might helps - maybe a bit.
Lantaklah orang nak kata you berangan ke apa.
This is for yourself to gain some confidence. Just do it!

I don't say you have to be so so so confident and then you tak dapat you frustrated blahblah.
You just need to know your own ability and be confident with it.

Thank you for sharing your worries girl.
Staying calm yourself.

All the best for the exam and future.
Peace.

Nursery Rhymes

Salam and Hi all.

I hope you are doing very well.
I've been busy quite busy these days - taking care of my nieces and nephews.
There are lots of stories to tell you all but not now.

Memang dari dulu I dah biasa dengan baby and kid. I'm a good babysitter.
Yah I really love kids and they love me as well. For real. Hahaha.
I pernah babysit my cousins plus my niece, so 4 of them - My niece was a baby at that time.
That was literally pufffhhhh (mind blown)

I buat susu sambil dukung baby. Dukung dua orang sekali. I tak boleh bangun sebab diorang akan menangis. I mandikan, basuh this and that! too many to story.
That's a bit weird kut because I'm not married, still. and I was a teen but do babysitting is fun and give me experiences.
That I can be a supermom in the future. Well. Hahaha.

Actually I ada masa sikit to blog for now because my niece is sleeping.
Lets get started before she wakes up.

One of my nieces, her name Sara. 

One of the things I must do when I babysit them - I will let them watching Nursery Rhymes either I it play on tv or laptop/phone/tablet etc. 

They really really like it and akan diam or tidur. Easy kan.

So today I would like to share few Nursery Rhymes or Channels on Youtube that my babies and I like.

This is superb awesome and I like it. I like the animations, songs and all. also the dance. Haha.

I love this. super! Hahaha. The channel is very good. I had play all the playlists and videos like for hours. They didn't get bored at all. You should check their Channel and Subscribe!

I love all their videos. The animations are very very good, the graphic is superb. Everything is awesome!

Few songs I love as weel, from the same channel:

Ya Allah there are too many videos on this channel yang I suka. If you have baby or kid. Please lah get your baby and watch all of them. You have to. Please do this for your baby. Hahaha.

Another videos from different channel:

Omg this channel is incredible cute. I swear. Hahaha.

There are tons of videos your baby will like to watch!

The channel is, Dava and Ava - Nursery Rhymes and Baby Songs.

Check it out, all moms and dads and babysitters out there.

Anyways, Nursery Rhymes is so helpful for babies to build their vocabulary.

They are very very good for the brain which can builds memories capabilities that can be applied to any activities. You know what I mean? You have to.

Here is the link of Little Baby Bum:

http://littlebabybum.com/

Bye all.

See you soon.

Notebook Giveaway by Eeca Shyaa

Salam All and Hi.

I memang jarang join any giveaway but
I just found an interesting giveaway. I was very excited when I saw it.

So today...
I want to join this giveaway because I really really love notebook.
Especially one with adorable design etc. FYI I have a random collection of notebooks. yay!

Click the banner above if you are interested to join the Giveaway. or click the link down below

http://www.eecashyaa.com/2016/07/notebook-giveaway-by-eeca-shyaa.html

There are few steps to enter the giveaway:

1. Be the follower of the blog. DONE

I'm one of your darlings now. ahaks!

2. Add her on Facebook. DONE

3. Create an entry. DONE

4. Tag 3 people to join. DONE

NINA   ADDA   AISYHAH

5. Leave my entry link in the comment box. DONE

Hopefully I can be one of the winners and get the notebook.
Wish me luck!

Bye guys.
Ciao.

Nothing Much.

Salam all and Hi.

I'm AWAP.

What's up?
em. Nothing much. Just the usual.

I'm on my semester break still. I literally got nothing to do. Plus, I don't even know what to do, I have no clue.
Bored? Yah so sad. I keep watching the series Harry Potter and HIMYM over and over again.
Well Harry Potter is my favorite for watching.
I'm not working at my dad's office, I decided. Because its kinda boring, I swear!

and Piano Tiles is currently my favorite apps. First time I tengok my lil cousin played the game, I was like "What the stupid game?", and I decided to give a try then hambikkkau, addicted! Its a drug, damn it!

em I just checked my exam results last night. yah I'm happy because I still get the first class. but tak banyak bertambah. Its better than last semester, but just a bit. I want to get 4.0, I can't tapi hampir hampir. Alhamdulillah. Course I'm thankful.
I want to do better on next semester, InshaAllah.  Pray for me!

my simple makeup look, I just touch up sikit sikit je

I went to Kedah last Thursday. yah Kedah is nice cuma panas sikit.
I thought Perak ni dah panas kaw kaw, suprisingly Kedah lagi panas baqhang! Hahaha.

Another me. Feelin' so hot yet I know Imma cool kid, mannn

Anyways, I have to get back to UPSI on 3rd or 4th September.
I still tak plan apa apa for next semester I just want to do the best.
and guess what? I will join Taekwondo. Just don't underestimate me okay.
Actually, I takut jugak lah because I admit I'm weak on my physical part yet I am strong at the heart part. yknow what I mean?
But I hope I will improve my physical weakness.
Wish me luck!

Till then,
bye y'all.
Kisses.

Software Eng. Q&A

Salam all.
and Hi.

I am not a guru thing that I am not here to teach you you the exact what to do to become a Software Engineer or what to prepare before you further your studies in Software Engineering,
yet I am here to suggest you few ways/tips to prepare before you take this course since someone has asked me :

"Kalau lepas spm macam mana nak prepare dari awal? What should I do?"

Anonymous on Software Engineering Course Review

I think this is such a popular question.
and to those who sent me emails. I want to thank you for asking.

I am proud of you because yes you just know what you want in your life. What you want to be. etc.
Frankly, when I was at your age I did not know what I want to be. I followed the flow and tadaaa here I am.

So today, I want to answer that question:
Okay, kalau lepas Spm. What I can suggest you is, ambil Diploma or Matriculation Programme.

If you choose to be in Matriculation Programme:
You need to take the 2nd/3rd Module because Foundation of Computer Science is one of the subjects.
Yes Foundation, so tak banyak yang you akan belajar but seriously it is going to be so helpful when you further your studies in degree.
It is more like an introduction to each topic. Introduction to Database, Programming and what not.
Part yang paling I suka is bukan belajar 100% theories tapi jugak kita practice. So you will gain so so many skills, knowledge etc.

Kalau ikut experience I,
I banyak ponteng class masa dekat Matrik. Haha (jangan contohi)
So 70+% memang I belajar sendiri. The algorithm, Start dari how to draw a pseudocode etc memang I belajar all by myself. and class tutor memang helpful sangat. I tak boleh ponteng class tutor sebab cikgu tutor I ni akan cari sampai bilik siapa tak datang class. so what do you expect? memang tak lah nak skip class dia.

The very first time I kena practice coding was suck! I memang blur. But in few mins I started my first coding and tadaaaa Alhamdulillah I love coding till now.
Memang since I sekolah I suka problem solving questions that is why I love Math all my life!
End all the flashbacks here. Enough!

Diploma in Computer Science is another good choice:
I am not sure apa yang you akan belajar but I think it is a good choice.
Maybe Diploma in Programming pun okay. I don't know much about Diploma. I am so sorry.

What If you choose Pre-University?
I tak tahu kalau ada subject Computer Science etc in Pre-Uni.
I have many friends from Pre-Uni yang tak ada apa apa basic in IT/Computer etc. Yes yes yes, they have to struggle more and more. It's may be a little bit stressful. Yalah, bila orang lain dah catch up and you still terkapai-kapai (I am so sorry kalau term I tak guna tak betul)
But yes you know what I mean? I hope so.
I can feel them. I tolong mana yang I mampu. Cuma belum bukak kelas tuition berbayar je. Hahaha. Joke! Don't be too serious guys.

So you can choose any ways you want. Strive for it and be the best on everything you do!

Anyways, I belajar HTML language before and after Spm. Well because I am a blogger and I did my site all by my own dari header sampai footer.
Dulu blog I penuh dengan design and pink with all the cute stuff (siapa sempat kenal I masa tu tahu lah hahaha)
Well well I grew up and yaaaa this is how my blog looks like. It also grew up.

To that Anonymous, I think you dah boleh search and belajar sebanyak sedikit about programming. Jangan banyak sangat pun takpa. Just kind of introduce yourself to computer and technology world! Wehuuuu.
Any question, you can ask me or send me an email.
Or you nak tengok contoh assignment? *Voldemort laughs

Oh yaaa. Last,
This course is not suitable for someone who want learning to be easy. Em, well just my two cents.

Byeeeee!
Till then,

My Niece Imitates Me.

Salam all Muslims.
and Hi to non-Muslims.

Few days back, when I was performing Zohor.
My lil 4 year old niece came close to me and imitates me.
She Rukuk when I Rukuk. She sujood when I sujood. and so on.
The funny part, when sujood in the last Rakaat was a bit longer then she decided untuk bangun and go somewhere else I don't know till I finish untuk tahiyat akhir, he came back and do tahiyat akhir.
She called me whilst I am praying. etc. Lol.
And she was "Zera dah solat dah".

Guess what? dia just pakai seluar without baju.
Hahaha. I was struggling to gain khusyuk in the prayer!

Well usually orang kita suka paksa/practice anak untuk berpuasa padahal baru 4 to 6 year old.
Tapi bila pasal solat. Tak tekankan pula. Ajarlah solat dulu.
Tak betul jugak ajar berpuasa tapi tak ajar/practice anak untuk solat.

Yes some might says "Tak salah ajar puasa dalam umur macam tu. kena biasakan blabla"
But they are kids. They love to play all day! so they need more energy to learn and explore new activities, skills etc. to build their imagination and confidence.

I have no kids/baby but I can feel them.

She is so innocent and very smart . She is the most intelligent kid I have ever met.
Obviously I am her favorite person so she might thinks I am the coolest ever person to be friend with. Well I can be a role model or good example.And I more like her best friend.
Anyways, I think she likes me because I can be a kid. Anytime. Anywhere. I love spending time with her, I just love kids!
I always read her a story, fed her. Yes she is not my biological child but she still my baby.

I am seriously proud of her and her parents.

when I was 19. So? lain sikit dengan I yang sekarang kut Hahaha Idk.

I want her to know I'm only a phone call a way. I want to be an awesome aunt. Hehe.
There are tons stories of her and I will blog more about her later. InshaAllah.

Bye!

Handshakes.

Salam all. and Hi.

Praise be to Allah.
I hope you are doing well.

Since we are still in Shawwal so a very happy Eid ul Fitr to you and thank you for reading this blog.
We meet many people during Shawwal and families do visit each other, all the handshakes and hugs thing. Kids are running and playing here and there.

Recently, I had a rough experience. I went to my mom's hometown few days back.
Many people came to visit my grandma.

And.
There was a big family came to beraya, tanya khabar and stuff, I don't know who they are. I don't give a crap and just doing my own business.
I was sitting together with my cousins, and all of sudden, a guy (14-15 year old I think) came and he took his hands out to shake which was a little creepy. and I was like "why me?"
It looked very odd and I didn't have time to think.
I made kind of body language, a hand gestures thing to say sorry because I can't make it word correctly.

But he still want to shake.
and I feel too embarrassed and didn't know how to refuse to shake his hand. (unacceptable excuse I knew)
I'm going to be honest here. I shook hands with him, just at part of my fingers yet that was awkward.
Then I sat in my room with a little bit shocked. I feel super duper awful. Like literally. and I feel guilty about it.
I didn't know how to handle the situation.
Till his mom told us (cousins and me) that he has a little bit Down syndrome. What?!
I literally don't know because he doesn't look like he has it. Not even a bit. Idk.

It feels really weird coz yaa I don't do any physical contact with guys (who are not related) all my life.
I just want to save my hands to my future husband. Hahaha.

Well, we all make mistakes and I still strive to be better and the best.
I should be more careful after this.

yes I will.

Here is a suggestion I want to share if you are in this situation in the future when a man want to shake to greet you, we never know, it might happen in a corporate environment. kan? then you are too difficult to say sorry or don't want to hurt any person's feelings etc.
You can take out a pen and shake hands holding each side of the pen, pencil and whatnot.
Just don't be harsh.
You can try that. I forgot where I read this suggestion few years ago.

Another suggestion is you can simply placing your hands on your chest and smile.

And if you have any tips on how to handle this kind of situation, feel free to comment below or email me, don't be shy. I can blog and share it with all Muslims girls.

Till then,
bye peeps!

Look Back & Eid Mubarak

*written on July 5

Salam all.

All praises be to Allah the Almighty, we are in the lasts day of Ramadan and he slowly walks away.
Ramadan is leaving and he might not come next year. We never know if we will ever see him again.
May Allah give us the opportunity to see the blessed Ramadan next year and accepts all our fasts this year.

Ameen.

and at the end of this blessed Ramadan, I seek forgiveness from Allah due to our faults, mistakes and all bad deeds.

It is time to look back.

One of common mistakes we did in Ramadan is skipping sahur.
Alhamdulillah, I eat sahur every single day of Ramadan except the first day of Ramadan (I barely woke up)
But some people think it is not important to eat sahur even there is barakah in taking sahur.

Well, a glass of water pun dah okay to keep you hydrated throughout the day! (if you are too lazy/sleepy/don't have anything to eat etc,)
It does not necessarily have to be a heavy meal, plus, we should not eat like there is no tomorrow. Just eat a light meal. Islam is a religion of ease.

It is worse who is not fasting if they missed sahur, maybe they are too scared to fast because they miss sahur like nothing is in their stomach so they will be too weak during the day. Lol.
Actually we have enough fat stored in our bodies to keep us going even for three days without food (unless he/she has a health problem).

and another big common mistakes is fasting with the intention to diet, especially the girls.
Fasting should only be for the sake of Allah alone.
Yes, there are few benefits of fasting in order to obey Allah.
Some of us losing weight and become healthier yet don't make it part of your intention because it comes automatically.

Fasting without praying, sleeping all day are another common mistakes.
The biggest mistake is one fasting because everybody else is fasting, he/she not fasting to obey Allah.

Keep calm.
All the mistakes can be corrected, we can make changes. No worries, nobody will gets hurt.
Have the intention to get better and avoid all these errors on the next Ramadan. May Allah allow us and all our loved ones.

credit : google

Now Ramadan is just about over, goodbye and here comes Eid Mubarak.
Eid is a joyous moment for sharing and happiness.
We dress nicely.
We show happiness.
We make sure everybody around is happy.
We recite takbeer, it is Sunnah for both men and women.

I want to wish all of my Muslim readers a very Happy Eid Mubarak!
A million thanks for your support to this blog.
May Allah bring you happiness, peace and joy.

Anyways, syaitan is back! Protect and improve yourself.

Praise be to Allah, the Lord.

Bye peeps!

Dresses Every Woman Should Own

Salam all.

Before beginning the post, Happy Eid Mubarak!

Okay. Lets move on.

Women's wardrobe is not complete without a dress.
There are various brands in the market which often gives you the best and latest dresses designs you could ever wish for.

For all the ladies who have no idea the must-have dresses that one should definitely own, take a look at them below. Those are certain dresses every woman should own.
If you one missing of the few, don't forget to purchase it fast and make your dress fashion wish list complete.

(1) The LBD

What's a closet without a LBD (Little Black Dress), right? Yes! We all need at least one LBD.
Whyyyyyy?
It suits every occasion and settings. Some have one while others stock up a few LBD's with different designs as it is versatile to be worn just about anywhere you go.
We can wear it with a matching purse and classic pair of black heels or colored high heels and it is great whether to work especially a corporate or elite job, parties, formal events or event dinner dates with that special someone.

(2) A Red Sexy

This is dress every woman should own and keep in their closet especially as it gives you that quick confident boost and make you feel absolutely gorgeous.
Not only that, red dresses enhances your sexy aura and when you match it with a pair of high heels and bold red lipstick. Just WOW! Nothing can ever go wrong.
This look is perfect for events and a special date night (dinner etc.)

(3) A Pastel Dress

One of the most lovely dresses you need in your closet is the Pastel dress.
For the ladies who prefer simplicity and innocence, pastel dresses will never go out of style.
Choose from the various pastel shades available from brands and pick out the ones which fir your personal style.
Pastel dress helps you bring out that feminine lady like charm to others with ease.
So be the center of attention and flaunt that look everywhere you go.
Plus, it is fun and flirty while still being very ladylike.

Do you have dresses like these in your closet?
If you don't. go out and get them.
Come on ladies. Grab it HERE.

Bye peeps!

Blog header for byNina30 & AsyaAmin

*updated

Salam all.

Today's I want to offer, no it's more like give a blog header - to Nina who is one of my blogger friends. Yes it is free.
She was "header cantik" etc. So I was likeeee yah why not I do some charity and give her free thing. And I decided to do a some headers for her blog, let her choose which one is okay to her blog.

Creating headers was tons of fun and I really really love doing this. I hope she enjoy what I've done ❤

I am not consider myself as a creative. You know what I mean? I don't feel I have the right skills. Hahaha. I am seriously not a Photoshop wizard or even an expert designer.
For these headers, I am not covering any topic or theme. I just want it to look simple as she is I think. Well I just want to express her personality. 

I did not make it transparent because her website is fully white as mine, so I think it would look good on a white background.
The idea for these both headers comes from I don't know.

I want to make some headers for my friend, Adda yet I look her blog is sweet enough. So I don't want to spoil it with my dang simple header.

All these headers below are for Adda. I literally want to add some colors to make it suitable for her flowery kind of blog. Here are the different styles of header:

I am so sorry I don't have the skills but I literally love to do things myself.
To Nina and Adda, choose which one is suitable for your blog and let me know.

Bye.
Ciao.

Literally Nothing.

Salam all.

After surviving for one semester, semester break is the best part. All I want to do is nothing. Hahaha. I don't know what to do actually. Like literally.
Before the semester break, I have a things-to-do list, like it is stored imaginary in my brain. I want to do this and that. tons of things.
But now I keep telling myself to do nothing. Everyday is a typical day.
I want to enjoy my semester break by doing some productive activities but I ended up doing literally nothing.

I am interested in so many things, I want to play some games yet I am currently into a lazy mode.
I doing nothing with my days. First three or four days is enjoyable I swear - it was great but now it is not anymore. I start to get bored.

I've got lot of time to sleep since I had some sleepless nights during past semester.
I want to hang around with my friends but I don't get any chance yet.
I've been watching so many movies with different kind of genre since I have a lot free time. Of course watching movie is the best way.

People might suggest to get a job to save up some extra cash. Guess what? my dad asked me to work at his office. I don't know what position I will be at. Umm. I think I don't want to work. Sorry. I want something more excitement.

Doing nothing is not the best thing. Seriously.
All I want to do now is catching up on my reading. I got so many books which remained unread.

 

I've been reading White Lies. I really, really, really love this novel so far. There is a series of Truth Dare Kiss Promise which are White Lies, Pop Princess and the last is Teen Queens and Has-Beens.

I want to finish all these novels as soon as possible coz I got lots of novels I must read:

see. HAHAHA. I'd love to collect novels by Fixi/Legend/Dubook and whatnot.

I really really want to read this AWEKCHUCKTAYLOR since it is the most recommended novel. I don't know why. Let me read it first.

These are some Fixi Novels I have not read yet.
and Fixi's that I have read are
-   trilogy of MURTAD & TUHAN (LAKNAT I have not read it yet)
-   trilogy of AJAIB, AWAN & AKSARA highly high recommended
-   series of ASRAMA & PATUNG highly recommended
-   MEREKA
-   NOTA
-   TRIO
-   PAKAR
-   GANTUNG
-   PINJAM

from other publisher
- series of BABI & SAKA

and few I've forgotten. sorry.
If you want any reviews. do let me know. I won't be biased. hoho.

For right now. that is it.
What about you?

Software Engineering Course Review

Salam all.

Thank you Najiah Anuar who asked me to story/share more about course that I am taking for my degree now which is Software Engineering.

I don’t know where to start seriously serious. Okay. Breath in.

I chose Software Engineering and UPSI as the institution, it was my third-most wanted course in the UPU application. There were tons of courses and yaaaa I don’t know I was likeee I think I can do this. I asked myself if I am able to do this type of work. I do love computer I love technology I love developing I love creating etc.
At that time, I am just a 19-year-old girl who literally hope this may be the field for me.

I wish that I am a natural born programmer/software engineer HAHAHAH. Lol.

There are tons of people that are brilliant and I am afraid that I can't compete the others. But then I think I can be a good software developer if I want to. No one and nothing could stop me. Ahaaa.

Many people say it is tough.
But for me. You won’t feel stress if you love doing that even it is tough. Just go on with it.

So here I am. I teach myself programming at first since I ponteng banyak sangat class comp science when I was in matriculation. But Alhamdulillah. Thank Allah. I got A for comp science. Alhamdulillah for thousands and more. and yaaa thank you to my tutorial teacher. Love you.

Okay move on.

2015/2016 batch

In this course we will learn how to build things (software). Apply the theories, follow all the software engineer ethics and build it.

Learn the tools. And explore.  

Sometimes software engineers create mathematical algorithms which will allow software to function. FYI, I do love Math much plus I am quite good at Math (no brag).

Math is so helpful to make us good at problem-solving and it is important once you have become a real software engineer. I dunno. Just my two cents.

In my university. We need to take math, 1^st calculus, Linear algebra and discrete math. 

Actually I think it is an interesting thing to explore. It is mix of theory and practice.

We can create small to big applications for mobile devices. Experiment with the application.

Besides, we also can make something like web app, desktop app etc. You can code for something which interests you.

Which is interesting for you, just go for that then.

We learn software design, architecture, software development solutions, tools, techniques. Etc.

We learn more than one languages, at least a couple of ‘em. C++, Java. Etc.

We will work as interns on 8^th semester (final year) to gain hands-on training.  

Some might say you will be making much more money doing this. I don’t know. It is all up to you.

For me, it is not all about money because I love doing this yet it is about money because I want to make lots of money and buy things and shop harder. Hahaha. Well you are going to have bills and stuff. *joke

Set up your intention, and I choose to work for myself and I want to help others with produce something useful, I want to make life easier for us, a little easier. I want to gain more knowledge and skills. Goshhh. This sounds very filmy tho. Haha.  

But seriously. I love to and want to explore more and more. I want to learn more advanced technologies. Databases. Etc. I just want to.

I am so sorry if this is not so helpful and if you still not clear about the course I am taking. I am really really sorry for that. I am trying harder so I suggest y'all to just google for more information.

Byebye.

comeback.

Bismillah.
Salam all.

I really really miss y'all.
I dunno what to blog about. seriously. it has been a while since the very last update on April.
and now is in June. well i grew up.

So so so many things happened since then. and yaaaah
Im in the middle of final exam. oh someone asked me what course im taking right now (thank you for asking/caring) it is Bachelor of Software Engineering - 3 years left. yahhh Im doing well so far, I got first class on last semester. yay! and for this semester hopefully. ameen. if Allah wills.

Hopefully I will become a very successful software engineer and produce a very useful software for people out there and you who are reading this and following me since 7 years ago.

wow its already 7 years. applause.

So this post is kind of comeback post lah kut. i dunno. please pray for me and do support me to keep updating my blog. and share and give some motivations to people like before.

oh yaaaaa. to who thinks im not as brutal as before. ahhhh youre totally wrong. i am brutal still. yo!

i have lots lots of stories to share with you all. but i dunno which one should i tell you first.
so feels free to suggest me. you can ask me anything about my life. my studies. my student life. etc. anything. i will answer you as soon as possible.

bye peeps!