How weird is my name?

Salam all and Hi.

I hope you're doing great.

How is me? I am fine, thanks.

For those who doesn't know what is my full name, lemme tell you - my full name is Nurul Farozze. Maybe this is the first time you have ever known someone with this name, and that's me. Well it is kinda weird name I guess because there are lots of people ask me,

"what is your full name actually? is that for real?"
"oh that's weird!"
"what is the meaning of your name?"
"I don't know how to pronounce your name?"
"Is that the real spelling?"

So yes, that's my name and I am proud of it. Shout out to my dad, thank you so much for this name <3

I've never hate my name nor the spelling, but I admit that I was curious to know what is the meaning of my name. I did google, asked people - but I didn't found it. So I simply say that my name doesn't mean anything.

Before further ado, if you are wondering why am I suddenly talking about my name? This is because recently, someone that I just know and he asked my full name (as always) and I told him, that's my name. Then he asked me what's the meaning of my name? and I just answered him that I don't know but I think there's no meaning, and he was like "kalau takda makna panggil nama lain je lah."

Auch, that's hurt!

But hey I'm not sad or anything, I get used to it. I have been using this name all my life and I am actually don't give a crap on people who saying bad about my name and stuff.

I am too busy being me, yknowwww.

To be honest, I am so thankful for this name because it helps me a lot, in everything. Yes, people easily remember me - the lecturers especially. (but it makes me hard to skip any classes/ponteng because the lecturer knows me)

Oh ya if you're wondering how to pronounce it, it is like 'Fa-ro-zi' - the spelling doesn't matter.

I still remember when I was taking a test for IPG, one of the lecturers there asked me - what country is your dad comes from? and I was like, hey my dad is a Malaysian, and then he said sorry because he just wondered why my name is spelled like that. I wasn't mad or anything - it's okay!

I want to be real with y'all - frankly, I always getting nervous whenever I am being in a ceremony or event and whatnot, where is my name need to be announced or to be called in a public, in front of tons of people. I am scared if they mispronounce my name, I don't know why I've got that feeling and yes it is annoying, but I get used to it. No problemo. I know most of people genuinely cannot say my name.

One of the beautiful things that I like with this name, is whenever I am waiting for my name to be called, and at that moment - the person who are calling the names is like 'nurul fa......ro......' and they look of confusion on the face and I just like "yahhh that's me" and I have never ever mistaken! Well people usually stuck on my name and I swear, I know that's me. Haha.

And I know some of people they are laughing of it, yknoww I can hear that, but I couldn't anything - whatever people do is not my business and I just care about me, about how I feel. That's that.

For those who likes to make fun of other's name, can you just stop it. You don't really know how they feel and why not just being nice with people?

I am so sorry because I don't have any special ways of explaining my name but I am proud of it.
Nurul Farozze, that's me. Call me 'Ee' for short (E-e) maybe that's the weirdest nickname I dunno.

and yes I have never been able to find any key chain with my name on it. Lol.

Till then, keep well.