After a long time.

Salam all. and Hi.

How you guys doing?

It has been a long time since my last update. Omg! I don't know how to express my feelings now. I feel excited to start blogging, well this is kinda my first time login to blogger after a really long time.

I really really miss to blog, to share my thoughts with you all. Maybe you care or maybe not, but um yah I am so excited, happy and at cloud 9. haha.

By the time I write this entry, I literally just got back from exam. I had a paper this morning, Operating System which is my second last paper. I have a gap about a week before my last paper, English. So here I am. Spend my time with blog!

For this first entry after a while, I don't really know how to start. I am so sorry not really have much content for you. No story to tell. I just want to do a lil comeback. Perhaps you still remember me. Next, Immana do a blog-walking. Lot of things to catch up with y'all.

And, I still don't have Instagram. LOL. Thank you so much for your invitations and to those who asked what is my Ig. I literally don't have one. Maybe in the future, Idk. But for now, I don't feel like I need to have one.

Well some people say it's to makcik makcik for just having Facebook. Haha. Whatever! And I actually just added a Sayat.me box onto the sidebar. So feels free to speak out your opinion, or you want to ask anything. I am okay, and maybe you want to follow or want me to follow you, Just tell me then.

Anyways, since we are in Ramadan. I genuinely hope you are doing well.

Hey that's me. Last time my family and I went to Cameron Highlands.

I really really have a ton of thoughts, memories, etc. to blog about. And maybe my trip to Cameron Highlands is going to be my next post. Idk.

I think that's all for now. Till then, keep well!

Ciao.

Endless battle?

Assalamualaikum and hi all.

What's up? Long time no see. Well I was busy and still busy, but I feel like I want to blog today. so yah.

Anyways, I really really hope you are in pink of health.

What happened to the world lately? I don't know much about politics and I hate talking about politics because it could breaks people apart. But what I do is care about people. I care.
It is not easy to admit that he won, I hate to say he's the president now.

When free turns into hate. World might be much more scarier.
If you ask me what I want for the world? I want it to become a place that we can live harmoniously. Without hate. Without fight. Without war.

Literally, if I've got a wand and it could be waved.
I would waved it and the world would be cured.
But I don't have the power,

Yes. Today. He has a power on the world because of the 54 million people who voted him.
Yes. He had no political experience but had chance to win. I don't even get it.
I don't even understand, and keep asking. why? and why?
I don't know how it turned out that way.

I fear for the Muslims, for the people, for the world, for the women - who had fought for their rights.
They might feel unsafe now and maybe feel helpless. I want them to live freely and achieve their goals.
why not just let them be? why his speeches go against them?

Some might say, I'm not even from America. Why do I care about this?
Simple. because I care about people. and I'm Muslim. I don't do hate.
Does it makes sense?

I know maybe this is an endless battle that we're fighting for.
But no point to give up, it won't change anything.
We still have God that we believe in. Keep praying.

I struggle to be a positive person, to spread positive vibes to others.
Can you all be together with me in this difficult time to stay positive?
We need to come together and spread loves. Don't let fear win. Speak out.
We need to educate people, children to be kind. We so desperately need it for the world today.

Till then.
p.s: Pray for me and my studies.

ESCAPE

Salam and Hi all.

E-S-C-A-P-E?

Sometimes, we just feel like we want to disappear.

Even when we don't know why, there's no reason - just a feel to disappear. 

We want to find a place where no one can find us. Far away. Far away from people who know us.

We want to take a breath. A deep breath.

What's the place? We don't know. All we know is we want to escape.

Easy.

Put on headphone and turn up the volume.

Then you can go anywhere.

well,

You're still living in the same life.

Just escape for a while.

Look at me, I was being so happy with my friend.
Ahaaaa,
but a friend can't help me to escape.
Trust me.
Your friend, couldn't help you. to. e-s-c-a-p-e

Just grab your headphone and escape.

Here's some of the songs I would play and help me to escape:
(1) Titanium - Sia
(2) Stressed Out - Twenty One Pilots
(3) Memories - Shawn Mendes
(4) Million Years Ago - Adele

I don't want to list all of them.

How about your escape song? Feels free to share with me on the comment section below.

Thank you for reading.

Don't forget to grab your headphone.
and.
ESCAPE.

Till then.

Birthday Gift

Assalamualaikum.

and Hi all.

I really really hope you are doing very well.

It has been awhile since my last update, I'm dead missing to talk to you.
I'm seriously a bit busy now, I've tons of things to do - but it's okay to me, because I know this is the time to work a little harder.

and,
You don't have any ideas about what I'm doing now, what makes me being a busier person. I won't tell you guys since I'm still under training, but trust me - once I got it, I'll tell you what it is about, and your mind will be blown.
Just pray for me and keep wishing me the best.

Break a leg! - I'm saying to myself.

I've got lots of stories to share, to tell, to blog about. but just - I don't have much time for this.

and what happened to me yesterday?
I got a call from a friend, it has been a long time since our last meeting.
She asked me. "What day is today?"
And I directly said "Happy Birthday".
Whattttttttttttttttttttt?
It's not about I care less about her - I don't forget but I just not sure.

I feel awful.

Thanks Allah, I'm right - the day is her birthday.
I was afraid if I'm wrong, but I saved my life. Hahaha.

I told her "I remember your birthday, but I'm a bit busy today. Actually I want to call you this night."

I gave this to my housemate on his birthday last month.
It's very simple but I hope it's meaningful to her.

I've always gave people I know a present on their birthday - and it always be a bar of chocolate with a sweet note.

but still, there are few important date that I have forgotten.

I should set up a few reminders. Should I?
or keep giving them a white lie whenever I forgot?

Till then.